time passes so fast. It is now 25th may of 2013. Almost half of the year has passed this year. For this year, what i almost spent on my time were as usual. One semester has been done. Appreciate that i have gone through it. at the beginning of this may, i have executed my responsibility as a citizen of Malaysia, i have voted in the general election for the very first time! i was proud and touched when i put the ballot into the box. Election results were out till the very late midnight of the day. nothing much we can really do to change the facts. .

I love myself as a malaysian. I am really proud to make friends from all the races, especially the friends i have made during secondary school. I really hate all those racists who are keep raising up of those sensitive issues. I hope there will be real democracy to be structured in our country.

Last week, i have donated my blood for my very first time too...... it was not painful but i was headache after donating a pack of blood. Kinda of feeling that is hard to describe when i was looking at the pack of my dark red blood. :)

Just till here 1st~any other things will be continued in the next blog... Gambateh for my new sem~ :)

不知不觉，距离form 5, 近五年了。。。中学的朋友们，想念你们了！！ 出国的出国了，在本地的大家也往全马各地的地方了。。。想起了大家还没form 5 毕业时大谈自己的大学梦想时，大家都实现了吗，或早已偏离了自己想要走的路， 或还在努力的追求自己的目标？ 也有的快毕业了。。祝你们加油！！虽然我们不常见面，但是大家共同度过那些青春的日子，永远是值得回忆。。

终于，training 都结束了。。 也赶完了report  了。。

started my internship since last friday..at first, i can't get adjusted to working life...felt damn moody everytime before go to work...hahaha...super lazy girl..:S

luckily, as time passes, i started to get adjusted to this life..XP......my senior taught me quite a lot of thing and i learned quite many things too....

that's 23 more weeks to go for internship...sounds long?? no..=.='...after graduation, it will be counted in years...and when counted in years..we will get older and older soon.... aiyaya...internship also haven finish.don't talk about after graduation...

Hope i can go through with these 6 months successfully and happily and learn the things i supposed to learn....add oil everyone and to myself too..... :)

want start do some decoration for my office table....it looks so dull...XPP....tmr i am gonna to bring my hand made stationary boxes to office...hope to make my office table looks nicer...XP....

has been quite some time for not updating my blog.
and now it's is 2012.
thanks god

2012
the year that some of people this year will be end of the world
true or not
i don't know
what we should do is just appreciating every moment in our life

21 years old this year
some people may already have their own career
posses own car, having credit cards, getting salary the whole year
ability to provide financial support to family
and yet
i have not even one of the above
i admit
if you were to ask me did i have any accomplishment in my life.
i wouldn't know how to answer you.

started from october 2011 till now
i have been away from campus life
for around 4 months
not to say for the 2 days japanese class
but at least
i was quite happy having a chance to work as OL
even  though it was just a part time job
but it really opened my eyes throughout the real aspects of a really big office environmnet 
got korean lenglui and many korean tall guys
haha~~~~XP

anyway
happy new year~
enjoy few more days of holiday before the coming sem is going to start soon.

just edited my blogskin~
:D

I don't look like 20 years old
But I am
It is so embarrassing
When people thought I am just a high school student..
It happens frequently to me..
It is because of
my height problem...o(T^T)o...i can't change it...
or my laziness in making up and styling up myself...(>_<')

Few weeks ago,
I tried to learn some make up
That was a very first time in my life
trying to do make up
and the results
were damn SHIT..
and now i am lazy to touch all these kinds of stuff anymore

Unless one day,
I have this kind of sudden mood again..
or there is anyone who willing to teach me..
coz i really don't want
to scare anyone by the so-called "make up" which is done through by my lousy "techniques"
X(

Look younger then look younger lo
hope it will keep happening on me too when i am getting older.
XD

coming to an end for my year 2 sem 2.
gonna be 21 years old too next year.
2012 that a lot of people said that is the end of the year..
true or not...just let it and see when the day comes.

21 years old?
should be mature enough.
in behaviors, thoughts and acts.

I admit i am still far away from this "mature" word right now
really childish sometimes..
i would extremely regretted after childish acts all the times.><
but i wish
and i believe i would be..
i am trying to improve myself..

being mature,
means
not being easy to get angry,
not so emotional as i am right now,
be open minded,
be rational,
be more sociable,
think before speak,
speak as a 21 years-old girl should be,
be more brave in chasing the things I want,
appreciate what i own now,
not afraid of this and that,
not afraid to fail.
the people who are successful suffer more losses and fails that anyone else.
learn to be thankful..
don't scare of loses
move on to chase the dreams
and achieve them
:)

that's what i want to improve and to be on 2012...
i want to be a truly mature girl..