Friday, December 31, 2010
Good bye 2010.
Welcome to 2011
^^
The year of 2010 is going to an end soon in 12 hours time. The year went pass quite fast for me. I am going to get one year older in the next 12 hours time, my 20 year old is coming!!
What are my feelings now? A bit touched of that. Feel like time just passes in a blink of eye.
In overall, I have my ups and downs this year. Finished my foundation successfully and came to degree that I have been wanted for so long time.
Missing every moment of my foundation now.
Being together with friends in the “lao ya lao ya”’s but memorable pj campus
all the lame jokes and also all my crazy acts that I will never do it again.
After done my foundation,
Had a nice outing with my foundation friends at genting trip.
After that ,
entered my degree QS course. ^^
Shifted to setapak campus that I have been looking forward so much.
My down was getting serious sick caused by a mosquito.><
Being injected for many many times.
And had eaten a lot of pills and medicine that I most hate in my life.
But the care of my family and relatives especially my mom and aunt
had me touched
I love them so much and I do really appreciate for them until now.
Thank you.
Due to a tiny mosquito,
It made me missed all the starting moment and classes of my degree.
Caused me being blur blur for the first few weeks of degree.
And it made me lost 3 kgs!!
But gained back the weight in a short time.
@.@
Made a lot of new friends in setapak campus.
They are quite different from my foundation friends.
What difference??
I don’t know how to describe in words.
Thanks to my friends too for willing to be friends with me.
Finished my 14 weeks of degree 1st sem,
Went to Singapore 1st time during my sem break.
^^
Started my degree 2nd sem.
It was a short sem with just 7weeks
Went to klang and pulau ketam that I had never been before.
Came to the end of 2010
In one day of November,
I have started my first time of being a relationship with somenone who is so unlucky ^^
thanks to the unlucky person.
Wakakaka~~~
After done all the final of 2nd sem,
Came to holiday time.
had a nice christmas with that unlucky person..
And now
Come to last day of 2010.
Good bye 2010.
^^
2011,
Welcome !!!
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Thursday, December 30, 2010
只能说,今天早餐不久后,
本人心情就开始有点不爽。。
><
就是那么无端端的情绪化。。。
我自己也在想为什么。。
为什么。。
hormone?? 天气?? ><
或许我就是那么的情绪化。。
典型的巨蟹座。。
我最讨厌我这个缺点。。 ><
可是我没想过要改变。。
我快活二十年了都这样。。
改变对我来说是不可能。。
心情不好。。
我就跑去听emo的歌。。
越听越emo
有自虐的趋向。。 ><
但是神奇的是。。
听了后, 我的心情会逐渐转好。。。
写了这blog抒发了心情。。
听了几首歌。。
心情稍微恢复了一些。。 ^^
有精神分裂的趋向。。。
变化到好快。。。><
不该给自己被无聊的情绪给影响了。。
今天已经是12 月30日了。。
2010 年的最后第二天了。。
好好和开心地过吧。。
今天写了一个emo emo 的post。。=.='
真是抱歉。。
希望你能体谅我是那么情绪化的女生。。
后记。。其实我本来是不想写这个post 的。。可是到最后还是写了。。或许写了出来真的比较舒服。。
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Wednesday, December 29, 2010
had a nice window shopping in one utama...
i enjoyed looking at plenty of nice clothes with nice prices too..
enjoyed trying them without buying them ...
and also enjoyed looking at those special souvenirs too...
touched and played them without buying anything too...^^..
enjoyed pressing and touching those cute cute dolls....
and of course i wil never lose this opportunity to look at others especially pretty girls...wakaka..
^^
1 U....i love u .....
but feeling damn tired now..
it makes me less motivation for continue blogging today....
that's it for today
-SY Gan-
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Tuesday, December 28, 2010
it is just empty...^^
无聊大白痴。。。。就是你了。。颜秀莹wakakakakaka我知道我很无聊。。。
within an empty space, sometimes it is not empty too...
XP-SY GAN-
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Monday, December 27, 2010
我
一个没安全感的人。。
我睡觉的时候。。
总爱抱着枕头睡觉。。
没有的话觉得空空的。。。
自己一个人走在街上。。
我觉得很没安全感。。
所以我很抗拒一个人走街。。
一个人做巴士时,
总会选一个人的座位。。
靠着窗口的。。
呆呆地一个人坐在那儿。。
一个人在外头时,
我总爱插着口袋走路。。
除了怕怕给人抢东西之外,
两手空空的。。
我不知要放哪儿。。
不然的话,
我一定抓着我的包包的肩带。。
我不喜欢一个人在外头吃东西。。
就算有。。
我一定选择静静的一个人坐在角落。。
我没有背包或包包出门。。
我会没安全感的。。
好像少了什么的。。
我常戴帽子和拿雨伞。。
遮着太阳。。
和遮着自己。。
给自己一些莫名的安全感。。
我不喜欢与陌生人或不熟的人单独交谈。。
或许我很慢热。。
或许我真的还是没那个无聊的安全感。。。
或许我是时候改变自己。。
给自己提升自己的那么一点点地自信。。
这只是或许。。
或许。。
我跟本就改变不了。。
那就罢了吧。。
做会自己最好。。
还有。。
我还是很喜欢牵着妈妈的手。。
虽然我已一把年纪了。。
在外头。。
我自中学就喜欢婉着朋友的手。。
但不是每一人都能接受。。
有些人真的很抗拒给人误会性倾向的。。=.='
还有,
牵着你温温的手和怀抱,
让我感到非常踏实。。
感受到甜甜蜜蜜的幸福。。
给了我扎扎实实的安全感。。
^^
=.G.S.Y.=
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Sunday, December 26, 2010
this is the starting of 3rd week for my sem break..
and 2011 is coming in a few days' time..
not doing anything today..
other than watching pps and blogging..
after finish watching the drama
watched some unpopular animates..
to spend my today's time
it is quite a waste of time..
but i do enjoy it...
enjoying myself as a "otaku"..
perhaps these few days i had been too "outgoing" and went out too frequently..
i am totally tired today..
keep sticking to my bed
with a 'lappy' infront of me...
was reading some of my friends' blogs just now ...
found out that everyone have different kind of writings styles and things..
some enjoy themself writing a lot of things about shopping shopping shopping~~
some write about all about animates..o.o
some just post a lot of videos with a few words only...
some like to express their feelings and thoughts in their blogs..
some write everything about their everday activities and life...
some have abondened their blogs long long time ago...
...
looking at others' blog is kind a fun
and it makes me think of a lot of things..
ideas of life???!!!
or i am just freaking busy-minded..=.='
recently,
i have realised that i really do enjoy myself in blogging sometimes..
this is where i express my feelings, thoughts and some mini records of my life...
and i have updated my blog almost everday...
^^
By the way
it is kind of a fun too
while look back all those past things in my old posts..
this is just my whole day life while i am being a "otaku"..
suddenly feel that want to become an "otaku " in the next few days too...
=.='
i enjoy myself to be "otaku-y"
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Saturday, December 25, 2010
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Friday, December 24, 2010
圣诞节的前一天,
我终于都把事实和真相都给说出来了。。
放下了心头上的大石了
^^
一些我偷偷摸摸做的事。。
原来早就被露出马脚了。。。。
XP
这个晚上就是平安夜了。。
突然想起了我童年做过的白痴事情。。
小时候,
我试过在平安夜,
一直站在窗口旁,
看看是不是真的有圣诞老人和他的雪鹿经过。。
把袜子挂在窗口,
看看是否第二天早上都会有礼物出现在袜子里面。。。
结果???
当然是没啦。。。XP
其实我自己也忘了。。
我是真的相信圣诞老人的存在。。
还是纯属为了应节。。
我都忘了。。。
或许我受到小叮当的影响吧。。
就如小叮当里面的漫画一样。。
只要写信你要什么礼物。。
圣诞老人就会在平安夜那晚偷偷的从屋顶爬进来把礼物丢进帽子。。
真是幼稚。。
可是想起来真的很好笑。。
这就是童年。。。^^
总而言之,
还是祝大家。。
MERRY CHRISTMAS
-白痴莹-
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Thursday, December 23, 2010
back from times square...
just taken my dinner..
and trying to squeeze a little bit of time for blogging...
this is as what i have promised with someone... i must do it for what i have said....^^
quite a satisfied shopping outing with my sis today...
with a few shirts and a pair of jeans back home.. but felt a little bit sad of something.... two of the shirts i bought were L size.... OMG.......wa~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ fat jo ????!!!!!!!!!!!!! @.@ T.T
wanted to lose weight since the beginning of holidays... but until now still can't see any nice results yet... making me feel a bit frustrated ...TT
kept going to times square recently...
but i still feel fun of being there... going there this saturday again ^^... looking forward for that....
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Wednesday, December 22, 2010
最近,
见了我久违的中学朋友,
让我想起了很多回忆。。
我中学时候的回忆。。
一个已经离我两年的生活,
那时候,
我恨不得快点考完大考,
快点中学毕业。。
快点上我梦寐以求的大学生活。。
现在,
回头一望,
穿着校服的生活已经不复再了。。
我再也不用每天七早八早的迷迷糊糊换校服赶校车。。
然后赶到学校令我又爱又恨的周会,
我恨它,
因为校长和老师的致词和话真的很多,
我爱它,
因为,
我爱朝天发呆。。
望着那片天空放空自己。。。
现在,
大学了,
周会这个东西嘛。。。
好像是再也不会有了。。
现在反而开始想念了。。
曾经,
在接近大考的时候
某位老师问我们,
"have you all done anything memorable and meaningful in your high school life?"
我想了想了。。
meaningful 的好像是没有。。
我还好像真的没做过什么有意义的事情,
也没对过学校贡献什么。。
memorable 的就有很多吧。。
对我来说。。
跟朋友一起冒着大热太阳走路回家,
换取了现在的一身黑黑的铜色皮肤。。
好后悔。。=.='
还有。。
淋着大雨回家。。
甚至和朋友被狗追着跑。。
现在想起来。。
还是觉得很好笑。。
还有每次最期待的是。。
老师没进班的时候了,
就可以与朋友聊聊无聊的话题了。。
对我来说,
连续两三个小时的课,
真的是太痛苦了。。
要专心上课真的要用很多的元气的。。
尤其是国语课的时候。。
本人最辛苦。。
每次都忍着眼皮的疲惫,
有几次就忍不住的睡着了。。
还好没被老师发现过。。
真是对不起她。。
除了睡觉,
最常做的事,
就是发呆了。。
每次上课听着听着,
突然我会陷入白日梦的梦境。。
到回来的时候。。
已不明白老师在说什么了。。
其实我最喜欢的课还是体育节。。
我是很讨厌要赶回换校服的时候,
但是我真的很喜欢不用困在课室的感觉。。
虽然本人不是很喜欢做运动,
可是真的很喜欢在外面蹦蹦跳跳。。
所以我说嘛。。
我真的有时候
有点过动倾向的。。
可是有时候就有自闭倾向。。
=.='
写着写着,
真的很怀念我的中学生涯。。
虽然真的没做过什么特别的事情。。
现在到了我的大学生活,
我梦寐以求的??
还好啦。。
我虽然很想快点地带着四方帽光荣地毕业。。
不过。。
我也不想我的大学生涯这么快地结束。。
完成了大学,
就踏入社会做工了。。
不可能再能像现在。。
要听课就听。。
要发呆就发呆了。。
跟朋友在休息的时候聊天过时间。。
所以我必定会好好珍惜现在的每一刻。。
好好地与大学同学上课。。
好好地在大学与我的mr nooby 一起拍拖。。。
^^
好好地一起读书。。
朝向我们的四方帽梦去吧!!
^^
-白痴莹-
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Tuesday, December 21, 2010
一大早起身,
就肚子痛痛的。。。
开始心情就不爽了。。
><
吃完早餐后,
就如常一样对着电脑发呆。。
上了一下网,
跟他chat了一下,
肚子稍微好了些。。。
有够神奇。。。
hahaha...
答应了妈咪。。
今天要跟她学和帮手下厨。。
就照计划进行吧。。
虽然不是第一次下厨。。
可是还是鸡手鸭脚的。。=.='
还好有母亲大人的指导和帮忙之下,
还是顺利完成了。。
upload photo 的话。。
免了。。
卖相不是很好。。
><
说真的,
下厨有点辛苦。。
要一直站着,
对着油烟,
又怕油会喷到我。。=.='
炸东西的时候拼命避开。。
很滑稽的样。。=.='
其实
当我有心情时,
我真的很喜欢下厨,
除了我贪吃之外,
其实我最享受的是,
花点心思,
为家人准备晚餐。
觉得很有满足感。
虽然我的料理说不上是好吃的,
但是简简单单的一顿晚餐.
还是最幸福的。。
^^..
写到这儿,
妈咪,真的很感谢您,
为我们准备顿顿温馨和幸福的早,午,晚餐。。
^^
写着写着,
突然觉得最近对着家人的时间越来越少了。。
我并不是为了忙什么。。
而是对着那散发着高辐射的东西。。
沉醉在无聊的游戏。。
想着想着,
我觉得自己真的错了。。
与其对着电脑,
倒不如我抽多一点时间陪家人吧。。
还有,
其实,
我希望,
我以后有这个福分,
为我的他下厨。。^^
-
无聊 的白痴-
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Monday, December 20, 2010
Had a nice outing in times square and pavilion with my two best secondary school friends..^^..
Enjoyed to be with them...
nice chat with them after didnt meet up for so long.
then i kept washed for many times because of someone....=.='
nice lunch,
nice photo taking session
nice window shopping with empty hands coming back home..
and boring movie!!!
watched tron legacy in pavilion..
in my friends and my opinion,
we three also felt that it was really a boring movie with a dragged story line...=.='
the worst thing was
i felt asleep while i was watching it..
this was the first time i slept asleep in cinema...
such a waste..=.='
while i was watching
i felt a bit sad.....
there was no his shoulder for me to lie on...:'(
then suddenly my friends lie on my shoulder....wakakaka.....
Nice photo taking with them in a well-decorated with christmas theme at pavilion..^^..
me with yi luan...i was trying to make myself a bit taller...X.X
thamai and yi luan.me not inside.i became the photographer...>.<
took plenty of photos there...but most photos not with me...^^
that's all about my outing today....^^
-GSY-
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Saturday, December 18, 2010
It is a saturday..
definitely would do something that is different from my weekdays
that what i will do in usual is looking at the screen that full of radiation for wholeday,
had a nice outing with my family today..
and as planned,
my family and i went to cheras dim sum restaurant for lunch..
didnt eat anything since early in the morning.
because wanted to store as much empty space in my stomach ..
so that i could eat as much as possible for this dim sum buffet..
=.='...so greedy...
because we didnt really know the way in cheras..
we had turned and turned many rounds in cheras..
to find the restaurant..
=.='
wo...
finally we had found it...
what happened in the next was...
hehehe...
eat la...
we had eaten quite a lot of dim sum there...
what i could comment on the food was
NICE ^^
but very
FULL =.='
really felt happy to eat together with my family...^^
OMG!!!
while i was eating...
i abondened my plan to diet..
=.='
seems like my plan to lose weight will gonna fail...
so sorry to him...
he will only see a fat fat girl when the school is start..
=.='
my plan to lose 2 kg of weight ...
erm...
seems like really hard to achieve...
After eating until so full..
we had a short walk in brem mall..
seldom go to brem mall even thought it is just near to my house..
but what i can say is
it is not a good place for walk and shopping and even window shopping..
it is a bit dull and cant really raise my mood up to walk over there..
That's it for my outing today..
i seldom write about my life in blog...
what i usually write is about my thought..
After the outing..
what i do now is blogging, facebooking and playing games..
played many rounds of mario game..
but it kept game over..
-.-
really a noob ..
just call me miss nooby....
or mrs nooby (haven't ask for permission yet)
XP (wakakaka)
haha....
-SY GAN-
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Friday, December 17, 2010
一个人的眼神,
在没有任何的言语的沟通,
能透露个人的感受。。
我自己本身,
我不太敢望着某人的眼神太久。。
和别人说话时,
我不时不时就飘掉我的眼神,
尽量避开对方的直接的眼神接触,
避免尴尬,
更糟的是,
我有时候直接不看着别人的眼睛说话。。
或许这样会让别人觉得我说话毫无诚恳。。
其实我就是这样。。。
就是那么胆小。。
那么容易尴尬。。
不过最近我的却发现原来很多人都是这样。。。
hehehe
还有一种情况就是爱偷偷看着某人的眼神,
但是那人看你的时候就你会害羞地避开他的眼神,
那就代表那人是你偷偷喜欢的人。。=.='
某处看来的,
本人觉得很准。。
说到这里。。
小小的眼睛,
笑起来咪咪的,
黑黑的瞳孔若隐若现,
可爱的眼神。。
我最喜欢。。
^^..
-白痴-
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Thursday, December 16, 2010
我回来了。。。
从kampar回来了。。。
^^。。。
这三天的trip
我真的很开心。。。
看到了我一直想到的campus
真的很不错。。
露天的厕所,
有presentation台的cafeteria,
阔大的lecture hall
真的是一个不错的读书环境。。
可是若给我选择,
我应该还是会比较喜欢setapak 的campus...
纯粹本人懒,
campus太大要走很多。。。
=.='
kampar的星空真的很美。。
看到了很多星星,
还有在他的指导下,
学会怎样看射手座。。
很久没看到那么多星星了。。
kampar的星空和空气,
我真的很喜欢。。。
还有湖和公园。。
在kampar
其实最开心的还是跟他在一起的时候
^^
kampar的每一刻,
我都不会忘记。。
每一刻我都会铭记在心中。。
现在我回来了,
回到我温暖的家,
对着电脑。。。
写写blog,facebook, 玩玩我的game,
回到我最原本的生活。。。
-gSy-
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Saturday, December 11, 2010
刚刚完成了我的final exams。。。
没有特别的开心,也没什么放下心头大石的感觉。。
或许考试考到麻木了。。
或许我已经对假期没什么特别的感觉了。。
只是觉得真的很累了。。
考试对着那几张纸。。
拼命的写。。
拼命的想。。
对我来说。。
真的很费神。。
我对考试的感觉就是这样。。
说真的今天真的有很多写blog的点子。。
不过全多没什么共同点。。
所以这才叫做一个没主题的post
就说说我的blog先吧。。。
不知不觉这是我的第58个post了。。
最近我蛮常写blog的
因为有要写的感觉。。
最近发觉到我写的blog越来越深入我的真真的感想和内心。。
以前写的都很表面。。
考虑是否要把blog换成private了。。
还有,
自从写这个blog后,
发觉到自己的汉语拼音进步了。。。=.='
以前叫我打一个句子五分钟都未必打得出。。。
现在快多了。。
虽然没什么值得好骄傲。。。
不过谁叫我当年上课的时候都在发空自己。。
今天还想写我每天搭车的点点滴滴。。。
不过再写下去。。。
真的会很长。。。
因为我很多东西可以写。。。
下次吧。。。
现在没什么想写的心情和感觉了。。。
突然又发觉到今天这个blog一直提到“感觉”这两个字。。
因为说真的什么都凭感觉来做是最好的。。。
想做就做嘛。。。
不想就不要嘛。。。
这也是我可以懒的理由。。
=.='
还有,
就因为有感觉这个东西。。
白痴就变成某人的她了。。
(突然想到就写的。。)
XP
今天的post超没point 的。。
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-siEw YiN-
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Wednesday, December 8, 2010
study...registering timetable....exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haizz....really got feel a bit stressed out now...
this post is just for relieving my stress...
hope that it is more and less helpful in that.
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Friday, December 3, 2010
不知某刻开始觉得
自己原来是一个爱发呆的白痴。。
喜欢看着某些东西。
然后再想某些东西。。
或许我就是这样的人。。
我尝试改变自己。。
但是我做不到。。。
我很喜欢发呆,
但我并不知道为什么
或许,
它可以让我想清楚很多事情
想想以前的东西
想想现在的东西
想想未来的东西
想想我看到的东西。
周围的事物有太多可以令我想的东西。。
其实人生真的不要想太多。。
干嘛想那么多哦。。
以前的东西都过了还想那么多干嘛。。。
现在的东西想做就去做咯。。
未来的东西到时才算吧。。
周围的事物想那么多干嘛。。
很你有什么关系。。。
正如白痴的他说
我很爱静静一个人独自坐着想东西。。
。。。。。
今天又一直在发呆。。
其实想着我到底平时在发呆什么。。。
好像很无聊这样。。。
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简直就是无聊白痴一个。。
白痴的他跟我听着。。
以后白痴再发呆。。要打断她。。。
白痴要他帮她戒了这个坏习惯。。。
XP
-sieW yIn-
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Wednesday, December 1, 2010
Oo...i just realised today is 1st of december when i was facebooking just now..
Time passes so fast
this is the end of the year again...
and now it has been the last week of my sem 2....
this friday will be the last day of school for this semester...
What can i say about my this short sem is
so many things has happened within these short 7 weeks.....
hard to say in words...
but what has happened in this sem is a bit unpredictable for me..
^^
next week will be the final exams..
Gambateh everyone...
-siEw yIn-
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